Only GOD knows why..

Ive been sittin here
tryin to find myself
I get behind myself,
I need to rewind myself

Lookin for the payback,
listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

Now, I feel like number one,
yet Im last in line
I watch my youngest son and it helps to pass the time

I take to many pills...it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple dollar bills,
still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name,
say it way out loud
A lotta folks fuck with me,
its hard to hang out in crowds

I guess thats the price you pay
to be some big shot like I am
Outstretched hands and one night stands,
still I cant find love
And when your walls come tumblin down,
I will always be around

...yea anyone and now...

And when your walls come tumblin down,
I will always be around

People dont know about the things I say or do
They dont understand
about the shit that Ive been through

Its been so long since Ive been home
Ive been gone
Ive been gone for way too long

Maybe I forgot all the things Id miss
Oh somehow I know theres more to life then this

I said it too many times and I still stand firm
You get what you put in,
and people get what they deserve

Still I aint seen mine no I aint seen mine
Ive been givin just aint been gettin
Ive been walkin back that line
So I think ill keep on walkin
with my head held high
Ill keep movin on and only God knows why

Only god..
Only god..
Only God knows why
Only God knows...why why why why only God knows why
Take it to the devil, hey wont you take me to the river
Hey hey hey hey hey....